before they start chipping away.

Sadly, they've already become a bit rough around its edges already. What fruit should I do next?



love, c.

P.S. I completely forgot about my xanga anniversary last month--I have had this xanga for seven years now! How absolutely insane. Currently, I'm in the midst of reading through my ancient blogs instead of writing my philosophy paper. Ah, procrastination.

Dear N,

The funny thing about you is, you’re funny.
You enjoy watching Avatar as much as you enjoy rapping Tupac, and while your extracurricular activities include being a frat star and shotgunning beers, you have the capacity to care enough about a person to cry.
It’s funny, in a cute way.

Whenever I think about the amount of time we spend together, the results of my mental calculations are initially a bit frightening. I go to bed with you, wake up to you, spend my free time and my days off with you. But I can honestly say I enjoy every moment of it. In our relationship, I never chose to share this much of my time or myself with you; it just happened. If I believed in magic, I would probably attribute our relationship to that. Thank you ferry faeries for bringing us together (:

I can safely say you're now a large part of my support system as well as a source of comfort. You are one of my best friends, and I care about you more than I thought capable. Despite all this, I'm shy to tell you I love you because I am, well, shy (although you may beg to differ). And also because I'm not quite sure how the "l-word" should feel.
But at this very moment, even though I saw you today already, I kinda wish you were here with me (even if you were just snoring on the couch in your Conference Services uniform). So I might call this love, or something a whole lot like it. I guess I'll let you know when I'm sure.

For the time being, I'll say that I miss you.
And your shift is almost over, so I'll see you in a bit baby.

love, c.

Crashing a friend's couch for the summer has been quite fun, but having two sofas and a kitchen in your bedroom makes studying almost impossible. Thus, I have moved my schoolwork to the balcony, where D conveniently stores her dining table. The light breeze and shelter from direct sunlight actually makes a great working environment. It's relatively quiet out here, but I can hear enough conversation from students walking by to not make me feel lonely.
Current conversation I'm overhearing:
"Ayyye, waddup!"
"Off to class, bro"
"Aye, cerveza tomorrow!"

However, the table is large enough for two, if anyone would care to join me in a study session (:





I woke up this morning and quickly declared today as my day off. After I showered, a doodle session quickly ensued. Sun, chocolate and coffee made for great company.
Now that the day is winding down, it's time to hit the books! And possibly watch a few episodes of Avatar. This show is too good. Netflix, what joys you bring to my life.

Happy Thursday, world.
love, c.

I love you. You make the weather perfect for barbeques and ice cream runs.

Well, it's the fourth of July. I don't have any plans to celebrate, since I've delved in several means of intoxication for this entire extended weekend already. I would really like to get a start on this paper instead. My nerdy self has emerged, finally (: I'm glad my mind is shifting its focus back to school, as my required readings have been increasing exponentially. I'm also going to be juggling two jobs starting tomorrow. I enjoy the prospect of a busy summer, although I do already miss having impromptu picnic dates with my darling friends.





Well, party's over (for the time being). Time to hit the books!
Happy fourth of July, world. Wishing the rest of you lots of booze, food and fireworks.

love, c.

父の日おめでとう。

口喧嘩ばっかりの二人だけど、それは性格が似すぎてるからだよね。
この一年間、真理ちゃんは落ちれるとこまで勢いよく落ちた。文句をいいながらも支えてくれてありがとう。いつでも心配してくれてありがとう。
正ちゃんはいつでも自慢のお父さんです。



I love you with all my heart, daddy-o. Happy father's day.

love, c.